Four Zoas, Night I
Four Zoas, Night I, PAGE 1O, (E 305) "But Enitharmon answerd with a dropping tear & frowning Dark as a dewy morning when the crimson light appears To make us happy let them weary their immortal powers While we draw in their sweet delights while we return them scorn On scorn to feed our discontent; for if we grateful prove They will withhold sweet love, whose food is thorns & bitter roots. We hear the warlike clarions we view the turning spheres Yet Thou in indolence reposest holding me in bonds Hear! I will sing a Song of Death! it is a Song of Vala! The Fallen Man takes his repose: Urizen sleeps in the porch Luvah and Vala woke & flew up from the Human Heart Into the Brain; from thence upon the pillow Vala slumber'd. And Luvah siez'd the Horses of Light, & rose into the Chariot of Day Sweet laughter siezd me in my sleep! silent & close I laughd For in the visions of Vala I walkd with the mighty Fallen One I heard his voice among the branches, & among sweet flowers. Why is the light of Enitharmon darken'd in dewy morn Why is the silence of Enitharmon a terror & her smile a whirlwind Uttering this darkness in my halls, in the pillars of my Holy-ones Why dost thou weep as Vala? & wet thy veil with dewy tears, In slumbers of my night-repose, infusing a false morning? Driving the Female Emanations all away from Los I have refusd to look upon the Universal Vision And wilt thou slay with death him who devotes himself to thee Once born for the sport & amusement of Man now born to drink up all his Powers"This is the beginning of the split between Los and Enitharmon: between the internal functioning of prophecy and its outward manifestation.
The world that is occupied by Los and Enitharmon is unconscious, a dream world controlled by primitive instincts. Enitharmon finds that to compensate for her sense of imprisonment, she can create a fantasy in which she is the star. Because of her longing to glorify her individuality she refuses to look upon the Universal Vision.
This is an inner world which she can mold to her own interpretation. She creates an image of herself as walking with the Mighty Fallen One. She assumes the role of Vala. But the dream she creates is elusive; she cannot maintain it on her own.
It is Los who suffers the consequences of Enitharmon's disconnection from the Divine Vision. His ability to sense his prophetic vision is disturbed. She who should be his delight sucks from him the creative energy he needs. Enitharmon's error continues to infect the development of the psyche and the outer experience of mankind until it is removed.